In a world where failure is success
I’m the King
Submission is prosperity
I am a deity
Blinded and gaged I walk among the free
Who judge me and choose what pity I receive
An invisible force of negativity
Is enough to turn my reality into calamity
An unbelievable disaster
I’m a master
Take to all my hopes and dreams with a blaster
I got it wrong
Believing that I belonged
Because I’m either blind or a damn fool
Watching life pissing in my pool
Regrets cold hard fist smashing my brain
Over again in case I didn’t feel the pain
I try to avoid it
Close my eyes and pretend
I never saw it
A sleepwalker lost in a maze
So onward I blaze
Without any will and no detection
Almost with robotic perfection
Exist like a mirror without reflection
Take me out with the trash for collection
Why do I strive
All I have is time
No dreams to fulfill just waiting till the end of life
My silence builds oppression
A slave to the systems progression
How do I persist with this darkened destiny
How do I commit, when I’ve lost my identity
Can’t fight the feeling

Can’t fight the feeling
That I fought so hard but now I’m done
Can’t fight the feeling
Just existing isn’t worth the cost
Can’t fight the feeling
That the meaning of my world is gone
Can’t fight the feeling
That believing in myself was wrong

Can’t fight the feeling
That I fought so hard
Can’t fight the feeling
Is it worth the cost
Can’t fight the feeling
That the meaning of my world is gone
Can’t fight the feeling
That belief in me was wrong